please do not be sad friend, you are a wonderful person/being and you do not deserve to feel Sad. don't feel like you're alone in the world!! because you're not! there will always be someone out there who loves and cares about you, but if you truly feel like there is no one out there at times just remember that there is a rapper by the name of Lil B who will always be there. maybe not physically but in our hearts and our souls. Bless u Based God.
everything is going to be ok friend
have a nice day